Saturday, December 27, 2008

Dreaming with God...


I don't, as a rule, make new year's resolutions. But I think a list of Dreams (big and small) is never a bad thing...My friend Lori has one that she keeps. And I have gotten to see her cross things off of it. That is really cool. This dude, John Goddard has a list of 127 of them that he began in 1941.

I have some goals. But I never really wrote them down...The message at church tonight was a challenge to dream BIG and small with God. So here goes...In no particular order (save for #1).

To keep it simple, I will write down just the things I'd like to accomplish in 2009.

1 - Produce Sleeping with the Past utilizing an eclectic group of talented people.
2 - Finish one knitting project.
3 - Learn how to repel.
4 - Ride the Zip Line - and survive!
5 - Be a part of a radical, obvious and undeniable miracle of God. You know, a cancer healing, dead raising, early New testament church kind of thing!
6 - Walk the Flying Pig half marathon with a bunch of awesome friends.
7 - Dye my hair blond.
8 - Get a tattoo.
9 - Read the entire Bible in a year.
10 - Work out 4-5 times a week.
11 - Make my house a place for friends and family.
12 - Visit Arizona.

Some of these that seem small, really are big ones for me that will require God's support and encouragement (see #3 and #4). And that is A-OK...It just gives me another opportunity to practice complete trust in Him.

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Battle-torn Christmas

Can we call off the usual Chrstmas this year?

I don't mean not to celebrate the day Jesus was born. I mean the whole commercial fake cheer scene.

Maybe it's because it started with a man being trampled to death by greedy shoppers at a Wal-Mart store. That it has continued with the death of an actress from Crossroads Community Church wh0 fell to her death during a performance, followed by the death of a musician from Vineyard Community Church in a car accident. Just tonight there are more people who have died in car accidents because of the ice. In my own family there is division and brokenness.

On comments about the Crossroads tragedy I see fellow Christians ripping this church for having large theatrical productions instead of "simple ones". Rather than embrace a hurting community a spirit of religion and blame has reared its ugly head.

I'd like to be "happy clappy" as Tim would say and suggest that we pay no mind to the Grinch and go on with our joyous singing...Go ahead with our Feast of Roast Beast.

Somehow, at least for me, this would be disingenuous. Sometimes it's OK to admit - even though we have the joy of Christ in us - that we need some time as a whole communuty just to curl up in Papa's lap and renew. This doesn't give the enemy a victory - it fights him with authenticity. When we pull together as a whole we strengthen our resolve.

So, this year my Christmas wish is that we forget the gift scramble and the stress and just love on each other. Grieve with someone. Listen to someone. Help someone kick the walls.

The madness will be here next year. Maybe then that carefree atmosphere will have returned and the innocence of the season will be evident once again.

Sunday, December 21, 2008

Free...Really...No strings...

Most people at the Gift-wrap outreach last night were open to receiving something for free...Others were suspicious...Others ignored me as I stood there with my sign saying "Free gift wrap and hot chocolate! Just because you're you!". You could tell by the expression that they were certain there was a catch.

There truly wasn't.

We even had trouble deciding if we even wanted to put the Vineyard Westside name on the outreach. So we kept that part small on the postcards that read "Showing you God's love in a practical way". I admit if I had been on the other side of it and had never heard of churches that did this kind of thing, I'd probably ignore me too.

One man you could tell was just broken and hurting. When I said there was free hot chocolate just because he was him he said "I doubt that" and walked away...Then he came back. And he said "Who is doing this?" I told him and he asked where we had services. I told him that too and encouraged him to go get some of that hot chocolate. He turned and headed that way. I watched him as he walked slowly toward it and watched as he let the enemy talk him out of going in. ARGH! But at least he knows where we are in case he wants to visit. He can get free coffee and cookies there! :)

Here are some photos from the fun:




Friday, December 19, 2008

Love without walls...

Jesus loves....


And...

And...

He loves each and every one....




...at no point

...does He ever

....stop loving them.


Sick to your stomach yet?

Yeah...Me too.

God's love is offensive.

I'm down with God loving people with minor sins. As long as he loves those that I think He should I am OK with it...But the minute I judge that someone is not worth the same love that God has shown to me, I want to wiggle and squirm and protest. I mean, Jesus, look at that guy! He's sick! He's a pervert. He's a killer. You can't offer your salvation to that! Me, now, I'm not so bad. I've never hurt anyone. I am nice to people. I go to church. I read my Bible and I pray. I share with my friends. I work with special ed kids...I'm a pretty good egg if you compare me to some people. Right?

I mean if you forget about that one thing...

Uh...No, I didn't know that my exasperated tone with that student would contribute to her self-loathing.

My failure to hold up my end of the bargain at the animal rescue cost the lives of how many dogs?

My self-focus caused me to miss an opportunity to speak Your life into someone's circumstances...And they did what? To who?

Lord...I didn't know...I was just...I....It's not that...I can't be responsible for...

Jesus...Can you just forget about that?

You already did?

Just because I am me?

Just because you love without boundaries?

How do I wrap my mind around that??

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Sacred Santa Cow


This may well be the most controversial blog post I have ever done!!

But my brave friend Dan posted a blog about this subject which has been on my mind probably over the last few Christmases.

He states in regards to Santa:

At what point did tradition trump morality? When did it become acceptable to
lie for the sake of fun? Right and wrong isn't determined by the out come of a situation, family tradition, how fun it is, or what everyone else is doing.

He then recounts stories of people who still remember being traumatized by learning that Santa wasn't real - that in fact their parents had been lying to them for years. He tells of people who have struggled in the area of faith in God.

Before I cause an uproar and get accused of being a spoil sport or a fanatic...Lemme premise by saying:

1 - I don't hate Santa

2- I am not about raining on other people's parades.

3 - I don't think people who play the Santa game are evil.

That said, I really do question why this tradition exists...If you break it down, it truly is about telling kids a lie and then making up other lies to cover up previous ones (especially when they start asking questions as they get older). Parents weave a tangled web of deceit for the sake of "fun" at Christmas. We know that eventually they will find out it's all just make-believe...And so, what's wrong with make-believe? Well, usually in make-believe all parties involved understand that make-believing is going on and agree to the pretending. Lying and pretend play aren't the same thing.

I understand the "spirit of Santa is real in people's hearts" argument. I know that there really was a St. Nick and he gave gifts to all the children in his town or something to that effect. He was a nice man. And to carry on that tradition is a good idea. I just am really starting to think the Santa lie isn't such a good plan. It plays on the innocence of children and the gift of faith that God has given them. A gift to believe in a world beyond this one. A world that truly exists. There's someone better than Santa who really loves us. REALLY LOVES US. With His life He loves us. Kids trust grown-ups to tell them the truth...In this case, why make up a lie when the Truth is so much better?

And if the idea of God doesn't seem nearly as cool as Santa...Then I'd argue that someone has been lying to you about who the real God is and all the gifts He has for anyone who will reach out to receive them. They are eternal. They are unimaginably wonderful. I am just now beginning to grasp this myself.

Friday, December 05, 2008

Blow outs and Food Searches...Turkey Day Race video

Here's the video I slapped together! Thanks again to Steve, Melanie, Theresa, Teresa and Leah for a fun day!


Thursday, December 04, 2008

Poetry Reading: The Book of Acts



I was invited to teach the book of Acts at the survey of the Bible class at church. Acts is a great book because it talks about the beginning of the New Testament church. And all the things the first apostles did we are equipped to do through the power of the Holy Spirit. I only had 30 minutes to teach on it. As I prepared, I started by trying to go through chapter by chapter and summing up what happened. Or summing up the main idea. There's so much interesting stuff that I was getting caught in the minutiae. Being the kind of weird-o that I am, I joked with myself that maybe I could write it into a series of Haikus. Or teach it in sign language or something else off the wall. Then I'd get back to the summary. Then I think I saw a commercial that quoted "Twas the Night Before Christmas" and I couldn't get the meter or the cadence out of my head. And I started to wonder if the book if Acts could be told in poetry form. Risking my pride at being an intellectual kind of person and risking never being asked to teach again, I gave it a try...And used it tonight after giving a bare-bones overview of the book. It seemed to be well-received so I feel OK to put it here on my bloggy-blog.

So, here it is...The Book of Acts in 24 stanzas...

A Visit from The Spirit

by
Helen Ann Betz

Based on the poem
“A visit from St. Nicholas”
(Twas the night before Christmas)

Twas the time after Easter and all through the town,
The disciples were giddy over Truth they had found.
Jesus left them in body but never to fear
The Holy Spirit, he said, soon would be here.

First order of business was to find someone new -
Replace evil Judas who betrayed the best Jew.
Matthias it was and his hat he did toss
‘Cause He was invited to the day of Pentecost.

As the Feast was in gear, a mighty wind blew,
Causing all to look up, their faces askew.
Tongues of fire it seemed above their heads sat
The promised Spirit had come and filled them up fast.

Newly equipped with powers from high
The 12 spoke in new tongues and could even prophesy.
Shy Peter spoke boldly and told the folks there,
Believe in the scriptures, Jesus doomed Satan’s lair.

On this Gospel message a new church was built,
People loved and they lived and they served without guilt.
They partied some more because they were free,
Deaf ears would hear and blind eyes would see.

On Peter, on John, on James and the rest,
They took to the streets to show off God’s best.
They healed the sick and raised the dead,
Even demons in men were so scared they fled.

Despite all the joy and the ending of fear,
The Sanhedrin snarled “No happiness here!”
Faced jail they did often, on charges of naught.
But asked for more power and went on and taught.

Now Stephen was called on to hold down the fort
For disciples who did better on the road or in court.
He had passion and love for his Lord Jesus Christ.
And was the first one among them to lay down his life.

As Stephen fell to his death on the ground,
Calling out forgiveness for those not yet found,
A man named Saul stood above him with glee,
Dead disciples was his passion - what he loved to see.

In the face of Steve’s death Christ’s people were scattered.
This caused them no grief nor was their fellowship tattered.
To Judea and Samaria they ran and they raced
And told them all there of Joy in God’s grace.

Samaria you say, why would good Jews go there?
If their people were enemies and little they cared?
This was to show that God’s love would abound
And among all people his peace could be found.

While more sinners learned and came to the cross,
Jesus aimed at the one who caused much loss.
The killer of Stephen, Old Saul of Tarsus,
Who’d guess that this one would be one of us?

Blown down by the Spirit in a flash of bright light
Jesus called to him, “Saul, what you’re doing ain’t right”.
And despite hesitation on the part of the ‘postles,
Saul became Paul – A bold speaker of Gospel.

Now Peter was preaching with Holy Hysteria
In places like Phoenecia, Cyprus and Syria.
He had a strange vision given by God
That all things were clean - give the Gentiles a nod.

Together from there the Jews and the Gents
Created a church that broke down the fence.
And all of God’s people no matter their race
Would know and gaze clearly in Jesus’ sweet face.

Christian was now the term for the people
Who would one day preach in buildings with steeples.
Peter the rock was found now in chains
But freed by an angel to speak once again.

Paul and Barnabas and their friend John-Mark
Travelled on missions facing days of deep dark.
They were run out of town for what they said,
Even stoned by unbelievers and left for dead.

The church faced pains like a child growing up
But God led the way through leaders he’d trust.
Instead of harsh rules they found a way
To bring encouragement and joy every day.

No act of the flesh could ever outdo
What Jesus had done on the cross in lieu.
While law was good and great in its use
It could not and would not be the Good News.

After a split with his friends John-Mark and Barney
Paul went with Silas on more mission journies.
To Asia and Bithynia, Traos and Greece,
The Spirit led them to bring God’s peace.

They brought it to Lydia, a jailer and more
So straight into Europe God’s spirit did pour.
A church in Phillipi established with cheer
Undaunted by hatred and anger so near.

Oh, no, look out southern province of Greece,
Here come the Christians with more love and peace.
Citizens and leaders fell left and right
To the overwhelming truth of the end of the fight.

The rest of this book is in large part that Paul
Faithfully heeded his ministry call.
He faced many trials but letters he’d pen
To all the new churches so grace they’d defend.

The story’s not over, oh, far from that.
For believers today ought to stay on the mat.
Fighting sickness and lies, bringing life to the dead
Following suit like our ancestors and by the Spirit be led.

© HAB 2008